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(that's the White Lotus death song)
Hiii my mystical angels! Happy Full Moon in Libra! And for this one, a little reminder that happiness is what you make it. (That’s my kind way of saying, this one will be a doozy.) Even though this Full Moon isn’t happening in eclipse season, it is happening where the eclipses were happening.
Think tying up loose ends, healing things we’ve ignored, learning how to nourish ourselves. Which, I hate to say this because it is such bullshit, but sometimes we don’t know how to heal or nourish ourselves until we’re dying hungry. Ya know? It’s giving Moses wandering the desert and realizing, damn there is no food or water out here bro!
Alongside this Full Moon in Libra, we have the Sun in Aries with a Chiron Cazimi, Venus stationing direct in Pisces conjunct Saturn and Mercury going direct shortly after.
Sooooo……what’s been going on since October 2023? Is there some wisdom that has come from some wounds? Or perhaps we’re just now noticing where or what this wound actually is. Take a second today to think about it. Where are you hurting?
Not to worry tho, April is heavily colored with Venus and Saturn energy. This energy, can help us nurse these wounds and turn them into…well maybe not something beautiful, but something we can work with, to help us move thru this version of ourselves into the future.
The same day as the full moon, Venus stations direct in Pisces and is conjunct Saturn.
AND. NOT TO WORRY THAT’S NOT ALL FOLKS
We got a Chiron Cazimi bringing some of those wounds to the front, which will hopefully be aided by Mercury going direct a few days after. So good/bad new is this Full Moon and the few days after have some great potential for healing, but only if you face the music with what wounds need healing.
uhhhh…..what the hell does that mean?
Some hot tips on dissecting the sky above;
Venus (planet of love/pleasure/beauty) is the ruler of Libra (Full Moon) and is going direct in Pisces (wisdom/spiritual expansion)
this is going conjunct (a merging of energies) with Saturn (discipline/responsibility/structure)
Chiron (the wounded healer) Cazimi (exact conjunct with the Sun) giving us a heightened potential for this energy
Mercury (communication/intellect) goes direct (back to its normal programming)
With the Sun in Aries and the Moon in Libra its giving heavy on the Venus energy. So we can imagine this Full Moon will deal with our relationship to well.. relationships. And I’m not just talking about the romantic ones. With the Sun exactly conjunct Chiron (cazziiimmmiiii bby), this full moon and its following energy, is asking us to take a long hard look in the mirror. A reminder that our perception of the world is a reflection of our own consciousness. Do ya dig? I’m saying that the stories we tell about ourselves, to ourselves and the ones we allow others to tell us, is what our reality eventually becomes.
Sooo it’s safe to say, this one might hurt a bit.
Chiron is all about directly facing the wounds we wished to hide away. To see how this full moon/cazimi is specifically affecting you, look at where they land in your birth chart. For me, it’s the fourth house of home and family, so I can really feel it in my back y’all.
You probably already have an idea of where this hurt might hit. If you’ve noticed certain things keep coming up, let them. See where this leads you.
This moment is a reminder that we are the arbitrator of our own experience. To manifest we must take forward action. We can’t move forward while holding a grudge in to the past.
How can you untangle yourself to move freely to the future?
We need to have a clear picture of what we’re calling in. And to do that we have to work thru the wounds that sometimes can disillusion us from the world we deserve. yeah?
We have to learn about the wound before we can prescribe the right medicine.
Venus is a forward moving bitch, especially when she’s in Aries. Her stint in Pisces gives us a dose of compassion and love, some tools we’ll need as we transform ourselves and thus the world around us. Use this energy to nurture your wound.
Although this work is painful, we can lean on the Libra energy this full moon brings. This is so sick in the head to say, but unfortunately there is beauty behind pain. Resilience, growth, art, poetry, justice; all friends of joy and pain. Libra lives and dies by this.
Once we find out what is causing the harm, we can find justice for ourselves or others.
We know by now that manifestation is nothing without action, healing doesn’t just happen, and life goes on whether we like it or not. It is our consistency and disciplined action that keeps us moving forward. That’s where our Saturn conjunction comes in.
*a little reminder; this sounds harsh and Saturn can get a bad wrap, but just remember Saturn has 274 moons. These responsibilities or disciplined actions come from an emotional place.*
It’s like this. You know around like 4:35pm when you’re driving west in traffic and the sun is that weird yellow color that gives you a headache and it’s RIGHT in your eyes. But you have to get home, and this is the only way. As you make it thru the traffic, focused on moving thru, time passes and that migraine yellow turns a burnt orange and gives into a pink ombre as it melts into a beautiful blue sky. Beautiful things takes time. Take work. Take patience. Take space and perseverance.
We are reminded of this by Venus conjunct Saturn. This vibe is telling us that beauty sometimes needs a container, needs some time to come together. Do we need to boundary/discipline of time? Do we need to physically shape something differently? Is there a new perspective, like sunglasses that make the sun migraine more bearable? What tools do you need to shape the beauty of what is coming together?
If you think about it, beauty occurs when something comes to shape. The shaping of feelings, the shaping of paint and brush strokes, time shaping together a sunset. What are you shaping? A glob of clay is just that until the sculpture decides to try something new. It is rough and a labor of love.
With mercury going direct the next day, it feels right to say this Saturn energy might be talked about in time.
In what ways do schedule your time to bring you more pleasure? Are we just living for the short term or are we thinking about how the now is a building block to loving myself and how I live?
Now lets bring it all together.
We’re going thru the muck to learn about the wound. As we learn, we are able to best prescribe medicine, the physical, mental and spiritual.
A lot of this medicine will deal with dueling out justice and shutting down the injustices that keep us down and ashamed of these wounds.
As we heal, it’s always helpful to have a routine. How can we shape our time, our mind into beautiful things that lead to a break through?
Good luck to us all! And don’t forget, even though we use time as a tool, it is a human construct. So if today is busy, don’t let it stop you from working with The Full Moon in all her glory this weekend and early into next week!
That’s all for this time my mystical angles! I hope this newsletter gives you hope and guidance and above all community!
On a personal note, I’ve got some big changes coming up. Which is amazing and terrifying! I’m currently on a cross country road trip— so send those memes, DMs and tarot reading requests! I love to hear from y’all and now, in a break from the big ole city, I have some time. TIMMMEEEEE!!!! If you’d like to buy a cute little snack for us or pay for some gas—- you know the Venmo: kayla0305
Otherwise, I hope this lunation is healing for you. And as you face hard truths, I hope the Venus in Pisces inside lets you nurture and make beauty out of the journey that is you!
xoxo,
Kayla
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